yasmine-78
New Member
Im a little confused what to read and from where.. So much information, and so diffrent then what people did told me before about islam.
I have been somwhere between (if its possible) for quit some time now. Before i meet my husband i was allready intrested in islam, now i find out i did hear so many wrong tings.. I find love and understanding where a thot it was hate and sorrow, i dont know how else to discribe it.
My husband took me to mosque, where i find peace and love like nowhwere else, just when hes praying i can find little of that peace. Did any one have same kind of feelings before they turn to islam?
Im struggling with my feelings, because i belive in my heart, i just dont have the courige to make shahada, im so afraid for doing mistakes and that i cant do enough(praying, arabic is dificult language). My husband is not pressuring me at all, its my own feelings that i need to do something, but dont know what. Im so confused about all this.
I have been somwhere between (if its possible) for quit some time now. Before i meet my husband i was allready intrested in islam, now i find out i did hear so many wrong tings.. I find love and understanding where a thot it was hate and sorrow, i dont know how else to discribe it.
My husband took me to mosque, where i find peace and love like nowhwere else, just when hes praying i can find little of that peace. Did any one have same kind of feelings before they turn to islam?
Im struggling with my feelings, because i belive in my heart, i just dont have the courige to make shahada, im so afraid for doing mistakes and that i cant do enough(praying, arabic is dificult language). My husband is not pressuring me at all, its my own feelings that i need to do something, but dont know what. Im so confused about all this.