ShyHijabi
Junior Member
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I am so blessed that my husband was so understanding to my complaints and struggles when we first had our daughter. I think men are more sensitive and gentle than we give them credit for. They aren't going to run away just because their wife is feeling depressed or struggling with new motherhood.
I think we sell men short oftentimes and infantilize them when we assume they lack the depth to understand their wife's pain. And polygyny is not a panacea to all marriage difficulties, rather the Qur'an puts limits on it if there is fear of unfairness. Also, one cannot assume that plural marriage will result in the women helping each other out. I have a friend who does charity work in Uganda and had to take in a near-death starved child because the 1st wife had died and the 2nd wife did care one bit if this boy lived or died. Plural marriage does not guarantee friendship or even cooperation.
Sister Saima,
Go easy on yourself and remember that none of us are perfect. Try to make time for yourself for a shower, eating and even taking a walk in the sunshine. My daughter was born during blizzard season and I got cabin fever and also had to struggle with the emotional roller coaster due to hormonal surges. I had crying jags and overwhelming moments of anger and felt scared of myself. After a few months it worked itself out but if it had continued I would've considered going on a antidepressant until my body chemistry evened out. There is no shame in taking necessary medicine. Feel free to PM me if you need to talk. I've been in your place and I know it feels like a dark spot. Hang in there sister, I will make dua for you.
I am so blessed that my husband was so understanding to my complaints and struggles when we first had our daughter. I think men are more sensitive and gentle than we give them credit for. They aren't going to run away just because their wife is feeling depressed or struggling with new motherhood.
I think we sell men short oftentimes and infantilize them when we assume they lack the depth to understand their wife's pain. And polygyny is not a panacea to all marriage difficulties, rather the Qur'an puts limits on it if there is fear of unfairness. Also, one cannot assume that plural marriage will result in the women helping each other out. I have a friend who does charity work in Uganda and had to take in a near-death starved child because the 1st wife had died and the 2nd wife did care one bit if this boy lived or died. Plural marriage does not guarantee friendship or even cooperation.
Sister Saima,
Go easy on yourself and remember that none of us are perfect. Try to make time for yourself for a shower, eating and even taking a walk in the sunshine. My daughter was born during blizzard season and I got cabin fever and also had to struggle with the emotional roller coaster due to hormonal surges. I had crying jags and overwhelming moments of anger and felt scared of myself. After a few months it worked itself out but if it had continued I would've considered going on a antidepressant until my body chemistry evened out. There is no shame in taking necessary medicine. Feel free to PM me if you need to talk. I've been in your place and I know it feels like a dark spot. Hang in there sister, I will make dua for you.