moslima_assia_s
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as salamoe aleikoem wa rahmatoellahi wa barakatoehoe,
I realy have no idea what to do, so Im yust going to tell my story insha allah and hop to get some advise. Please if someone can help me with something, some way any way, please, ...
Im 19 years old and converted to the Islam when I was 13 years old. I started wearing hidjaab at 14 and lived with my mu, who is not a muslim and her husband who is not a muslim. My mum got really sick and my stepdad didnt like the fact of me being muslim so he gave me the choise. I choose for my religion and soon I was homeless, ... I thought I could handle it by searching for my father who I never met before who I knew was a muslim.
I found him, but I wasnt allowed to stay with him from social services because he turned out to be a drug addict and all kind of different things.
From then on I moved from friends houses to services for children to fosterhomes, ... El hamdolileh, my religion stayed strong and I still was happy for some reason. Im now past 18 and dont get any help of social services anymore as I am a adult. So I searched my dad again and he dissapeared. I went to ask my mum and stepfather to stay with them but they will not have me in te house anymore. Social services wont help me ass they say I have to work, but I live here in Belgium and I cant find a job where I can wear hidjaab, ... And even if I found a job I dont know what to do where to live where to go.
On top of that I really want to go to a country where I can practise Islam in freedom, as niqaab and stuf are forbidden in Belgium. I yust have no support from no one and nobody helping a hand about what I should do to get my life back on tracks.
El hamdolileh, all of this made me stronger in my religion and I thank Allah swt for that. And as my love for my religion growed over the years, my desire to go away from Belgium and start over somewhere where I can get support and practise Islam as it should growed also.
I yust dont know what to do at the moment, Ive tried nearly everything I can think of, Im staying with a famili right now, but they want me to marrie somebody from there country so he can come here. So I dont know what to do anymore.
I really hope someone can give me some advise of tell me where I can go for help, ... Im in the UK right now for two weeks, my grandparents live here, but they also cant have me living here cuz they say they cant cope me being so "extreem in my religion" thats how they call it. (they are not muslims either). I love them very much and a part of me understands them that its hard for them to deal with me being a muslima, but this is a choise in my life I cannot give up. Allah swt was the only one standing by me all these years.
Can someone please help or give some advise what I should do next? Im paniking at the moment as I dont know where Im going and how Im going to live the minute I get on that plane back to Belgium....
May allah guide and forgive us all,
May allah reward you for your help,
May allah give us all the stenght,
May allah lead us to Paradise,
Amien,
salaam alekoem
I realy have no idea what to do, so Im yust going to tell my story insha allah and hop to get some advise. Please if someone can help me with something, some way any way, please, ...
Im 19 years old and converted to the Islam when I was 13 years old. I started wearing hidjaab at 14 and lived with my mu, who is not a muslim and her husband who is not a muslim. My mum got really sick and my stepdad didnt like the fact of me being muslim so he gave me the choise. I choose for my religion and soon I was homeless, ... I thought I could handle it by searching for my father who I never met before who I knew was a muslim.
I found him, but I wasnt allowed to stay with him from social services because he turned out to be a drug addict and all kind of different things.
From then on I moved from friends houses to services for children to fosterhomes, ... El hamdolileh, my religion stayed strong and I still was happy for some reason. Im now past 18 and dont get any help of social services anymore as I am a adult. So I searched my dad again and he dissapeared. I went to ask my mum and stepfather to stay with them but they will not have me in te house anymore. Social services wont help me ass they say I have to work, but I live here in Belgium and I cant find a job where I can wear hidjaab, ... And even if I found a job I dont know what to do where to live where to go.
On top of that I really want to go to a country where I can practise Islam in freedom, as niqaab and stuf are forbidden in Belgium. I yust have no support from no one and nobody helping a hand about what I should do to get my life back on tracks.
El hamdolileh, all of this made me stronger in my religion and I thank Allah swt for that. And as my love for my religion growed over the years, my desire to go away from Belgium and start over somewhere where I can get support and practise Islam as it should growed also.
I yust dont know what to do at the moment, Ive tried nearly everything I can think of, Im staying with a famili right now, but they want me to marrie somebody from there country so he can come here. So I dont know what to do anymore.
I really hope someone can give me some advise of tell me where I can go for help, ... Im in the UK right now for two weeks, my grandparents live here, but they also cant have me living here cuz they say they cant cope me being so "extreem in my religion" thats how they call it. (they are not muslims either). I love them very much and a part of me understands them that its hard for them to deal with me being a muslima, but this is a choise in my life I cannot give up. Allah swt was the only one standing by me all these years.
Can someone please help or give some advise what I should do next? Im paniking at the moment as I dont know where Im going and how Im going to live the minute I get on that plane back to Belgium....
May allah guide and forgive us all,
May allah reward you for your help,
May allah give us all the stenght,
May allah lead us to Paradise,
Amien,
salaam alekoem
if you were in canada I would go to extreme to help you out sister, But sister if you need any help financially count me in and inshallah some other bros and sis can help you get started and inshallah But please take say bishmillah and take the 1st step towards a new city where there is muslims or a big city like London and start by consulting a mosque there and im pretty sure someone will be able to ehlp you out.
- whats your bank details 