Assalamu Aleykum Warahmatullahe Wabarakaathuh Asja Baji.
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There are many reasons of why I love Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla. I reember before coming into Islam (and Iman), I always used to feel extremely upset, and depressed;
I felt like I was in a large dark chamber, with thousands of doors around me, but none of them brought out any light. Discouraged, I would try my hardest to find some light, a way out of all of this darkness, and the only thing that I had with me was a knife in my pocket (meaning that if I can't find that which brings serenity and bliss into my heart, then there's no use in life for me).
Finding Islam, and not only Islam, but being in the Worship and Obediance of Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla was like as if I found a large door, and when I opened it, then all that was infront of me was nothing else but LIGHT, and a pathway out of all of this darkness and depression.
Another reason, is because before Islam and before I was trying to be Obediant to Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla, I was an evil person, I would indulge in evils like my peers, and I started being stupid, backwards, and destroyed like them.
Wallahi, till this day (about more than a year since I've started to try my best to bring Islam into my Life and try my best to Worship and Obey Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla), whenever I remember about what I would do (my sins) during my time of Ignorance, and then looking at myself, at the way Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla Purified me, how he Honored me, and how he Blessed me, Wallahi, By his Name and His Honor, it never stops to bring me to tears, when I think about what kind of person that I have become (a better person that tried their best to be so good and kind of a person to try to be like Rasulallah SAW).
Wallahi, by Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta Alla, the GREATEST Blessing that Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla gave me, was the Blessing of Loving NO ONE more than HIM and His Rasul, Wallahi, it's just SO beautiful.
Asja Baji, I remember long time ago, you would talk about how you just feel like as if you don't want anything, that you don't hope for Jannah, or anything else, that all you just feel like doing is pleasing Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla, your Lord, who you Love
, and Wallahi, because you understand that there's no purpose in Life for you except to TRY to Please him, so that you can TRY to show your Gratitude and your Appreciation of him, but Wallahi, you start to realize that even if you worship him for ETERNITY to show your Gratitude and Appreciation to him, then even THAT isn't enough.
But Wallahi my dear brothers and sisters, if you REALLY have that large amout of LOVE for Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla, then you would be abe to KNOW it for yourself, because if you really DO Love Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla:
1.) You would always be in utter amazement when you listen to his Speech (the Quran) and for hours and hours, you would just spend your time in your mind, contemplating about his Majesticness.
2.) After having all of #1 above, whenever you hear the NAME of Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alal or Rasulallah (SAW), you would start to tremble, because you start shaking when you understand how Majestic and Mighty Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla and his Rasul (SAW) is.
3.) When you are in your Namaz/Salat, you close your eyes and start to IMAGINE Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla INFRONT of you, and Wallahi brothers and sisters, if you IMAGINE Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla infront of you, you feel like all you see infront of you is this extremely bright light filling your vision and filling your heart, and leading to a feeling of contentment, Serenity, and Bliss in your Heart, thinking about the Greatest one, whom you LOVE.
4.) Whenever you remember your sins, then straigh away your eyes break into tears, because you start feeling extremely regretful and you start hating yourself because you start thikning, "I Love Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla, so how can I ever Disobey him, if I love him more than anything?"
5.) You start to hasten to do good deeds in the hope that this one small deed might Please Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla.
Brothers and Sisters, my time here is unfortunately over. I hope that this post has benefitted all of us (especially me), and I hope that Inshallah, we will all start to REALLY Love Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla, Ameen.
