Hello Yasmine,
I have a question for you.
Do you think that the millions of Christians who converted to Islam, they already were very curious to convert to Islam since they were born?
In fact, 90% or more people who convert to Islam, they never had thought in their life they will even think to change from Christianity to Islam. They also believe in Jesus like other Christians and decided that Christianity is the best religion. But then you see they are reverted to Islam not only in dozens but in Millions.
So, you are no different than those people.
Yet, nobody is here to force you to convert to Islam.
Secondly, I think it is much much better to first get to know something and then decided to disagree , instead of not knowing and deciding to disagree.
Knowing about your prospective husband is important. That why you are here, right? Then rest assured that you can not understand your prospective husband if you do not try to know what does he believe actually. Emotions of love at one side and reality is on the other.
I hereby give you some video lectures in stead of reading material. You will just enjoy watching. Please pay full attention to these videos about comparative religions (Islam and Christianity). These videos will be of great help you to for your intended future partnership with a Muslim husband.
So here is it:
Here is an enlightening video of a charismatic revert to Islam (He explains what is real Islam about):
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=8888235112692728009
Is Bible True Word of God? (Debate between a Muslim and a Christian Scholar)
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=4058605158253427977
Is Jesus God? (Debate between a Muslim and a Christian Scholar)
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=961180591411776337
Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) Mentioned by Name in the Bible.
http://video.google.com/videosearch?q=muhammad+bible+deedat+company
A deep Historical Perspective of Muslims (by Ben Kingsley)
http://video.google.com/videosearch?q=islam+empire+islamicvideos+-lion
Islam is not what you have learned from Fox, CNN and other fumbling and mumbling media. Islam is everthing you do not know yet.
You are most welcome for any question you have.
Thanks for your time and attention,
Bye.
VE