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:salam2: Dear brothers and sisters, hope this reaches you in the best of health/imaan
well, to be honest I was a bit hesitent to actually make this thread! reason behind is that I am always so very scared of hypocracy! many times when I am criticised, I feel down....and Shaytaan takes advantage whispering "well, see you are a hypocrate" and such.....thus I become really depressed I really would love to ignore and move one. But sometimes the whispers of shaytaan take me away! even right now, before I wrote I had daubts of putting my concern in here. Because the whispers are soo strong(authobiAllah). I am just soo afraid of hypocracy because I dont want to be one of those UNLUCKY people who would try to PROSTRATE to Allah ta'ala on the day of judgement, and thus NOT be able to do it! AuthobiAllah!!!
I dont like thinking about this whole thing. It's just scary, I always seek refuge in Allah from IT(hypocracy), but sometimes I am just so afraid. I daubt everything I do. As you all know, I shared many poems with you guys AlhamduliAllah, and my whole intention was just to share and through them try to make a difference. But after I write, shaytaan is ready to attack "aha, you shared because you wanna be praised" thus I regret I think "why did I really share?" many times I get the same answer which is the one I stated up above(share and through them try to make a difference). I have read threads about it but I only feel OK while reading them and the whispers come back whenever I try to do something good...Allah protect me and you from EVER doing something for ANYONE or ANYTHING other than HIM ALONE!Ameen
Sorry for the rant, I just wanted to take this off my chest, maybe another person is going through the same thing, or has gone through and they can help me. I never lose faith in Allah, like my sister Ayesha_r always says "dua is the believers strongest weapon" I am gonna keep on making dua, but inshaAllah I hope you guys can tell me how to ignore and just move on without been struck by shaytaan's arrows!
Allah hafiz now and always dear sisters and brothers.
well, to be honest I was a bit hesitent to actually make this thread! reason behind is that I am always so very scared of hypocracy! many times when I am criticised, I feel down....and Shaytaan takes advantage whispering "well, see you are a hypocrate" and such.....thus I become really depressed
I really would love to ignore and move one. But sometimes the whispers of shaytaan take me away! even right now, before I wrote I had daubts of putting my concern in here. Because the whispers are soo strong(authobiAllah). I am just soo afraid of hypocracy because I dont want to be one of those UNLUCKY people who would try to PROSTRATE to Allah ta'ala on the day of judgement, and thus NOT be able to do it! AuthobiAllah!!!I dont like thinking about this whole thing. It's just scary, I always seek refuge in Allah from IT(hypocracy), but sometimes I am just so afraid. I daubt everything I do. As you all know, I shared many poems with you guys AlhamduliAllah, and my whole intention was just to share and through them try to make a difference. But after I write, shaytaan is ready to attack "aha, you shared because you wanna be praised" thus I regret I think "why did I really share?" many times I get the same answer which is the one I stated up above(share and through them try to make a difference). I have read threads about it but I only feel OK while reading them and the whispers come back whenever I try to do something good...Allah protect me and you from EVER doing something for ANYONE or ANYTHING other than HIM ALONE!Ameen
Sorry for the rant, I just wanted to take this off my chest, maybe another person is going through the same thing, or has gone through and they can help me. I never lose faith in Allah, like my sister Ayesha_r always says "dua is the believers strongest weapon" I am gonna keep on making dua, but inshaAllah I hope you guys can tell me how to ignore and just move on without been struck by shaytaan's arrows!
Allah hafiz now and always dear sisters and brothers.
Whenever Shaytan whispers are to strong I always blow three times to the left I imagine that I am spitting on shaytan. It works for me every time sometimes it works so well that I forget what I did it for.
