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dear sister life is a test and you and we all are only travellers... the life in this world is a journey and it will end... don´t forget about your aim. you are the one who is striving for jannah... and jannah has its price... be patient.... no matter wether you are happy or afflicted it is only for a short time... remember Allah in both situations and put your trust in Allah Subanallahu Teala for He will not disapoint those who are trusting Him... what helps me alot in hard times is reading quran and praying to Allah when I´m in sujud...
From the Qur'an: It may be that you detest something which is good for you; and it may be you love something even though it is bad for you.Allah knows, and you do not know.
Surat AlBaqarah 2/216 [Lessons from this verse] Pain doesn't feel good when it happens, but Allah knows that it may be the best thing for us at that moment. And sometimes we may be praying so hard for stuff,and Allah knows how bad it is for us. Allah knows and we do not.Trust in Allah. Muhammad Alshareef
Surat 2/155: Be sure we shall test you with something of fear and hunger, some loss in goods or lives or the fruits (of your toil), but give glad tidings to those who patiently persevere
I love you for the sake of Allah