mohd anees
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as-salaam alekum
By ALLAH grace and mercy ALLAH gave u right path ask ALLAH FOr every help ALAH is for every one
By ALLAH grace and mercy ALLAH gave u right path ask ALLAH FOr every help ALAH is for every one
Salaams,Congratulations to u.
i have also recently taken shahada but i am not able to tell family or any of friends. I have not contacted any muslim brothers about this. and i pray in secrecy.
I do not know when i will be able to come open. Hinduism is very difficult to shed. I would love to know how u did it so easily and hide it from parents for 7 years
Asslam u Alaikum Sister,
Welcome to the forum. Subhan Allah 7 years...and you could not tell your family yet. It would be hard...I can imagine. May Allah open the hearts of your family to Islam.
Welcome again,
Wassalam,
come outin the open tough but how long.
I am still waiting for help from anybody out there
I reverted after reading about this beautiful religion from books and forums. I was encouraged to take shahada but i did it in complete secracy and not told to family or friends. I have not contacted the muslim brothers or associations in area and i fear a scandle if it comes out. So I practice in privacy and pray in privacy. It is such a nice feeling doing prayers 5 times a day.
How did u come to get reverted? Were u practicing Hindu religion before? Are you married or getting married to muslilm brother?
How could u avoid for 7 years telling to your family?
I am very much eager to know. It is very easy for girls to convert and marry a muslim. But for man of middle age with wife family and relatives very rough. I fear I may not be able to come out open ever. I wish to meet similar middleaged reverts from hindu to be able to share experiences and methods to come out.
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Brother sunnyhayat, Assalam-o-alikum,
There is no doubt that for a middle aged Hindu person with children it is very very tough. Is it tougher than for a married Christian man with children? I would think it is. Why? Because the family relationship in a Desi (Indian-Pakistani) family is very strong and personal, it is much different than it is in west. Even though it may not be as strong, it still works in the same way, and it causes same kind of hurt. But reversion of a Hindu married woman with children and in India is would be much more harder than yours. Yet we see examples of that, even in India.
Read the story of sister Aminah Assilmi http://www.welcome-back.org/profile/aminah1.shtml How she was punished for here reversion but then in the end she succeeded.
In your case sunnyhayat you will be devastated if you have to lose your wife and children and your other family members, so your solution lies with your wife. She is the only person who can keep your secrets a secret, and with whom you can still discuss everything. You may have to be tactful in doing it. But make it your task to convince your wife that there is no salvation for her except in Islam.
Once you achieve that then you can come out in the open and take on the next challenges. But you will still have a base and a home from where you will face these challenges. And believe me many of these fears are not that bad in reality, specially because Allah (SWT) makes it easy on His slaves when His slave embarks on a journey on His path.
I don't know where you live, but if you live in west and if there is a Masjid around where you live then you can also get a support structure from that Muslim community. Not every Masjid are the same, if it is in a thriving Muslim community then you will find so many supporting and helpful people that you will forget all your problems.
Dangers if you continue to keep your reversion a secret:
1. Anybody can die any time. So if you die today then they will cremate your body in a Hindu ritual.
2. You will miss-out on all the great and blissful Muslim events like Ramadhan and Eid etc, and praying in congragation in a Masjid. You are missing out on so many rewards.
3. Allah may ask you on the Day of Judgement, why you feared humans so much and not feared Him?
To go from one room to the next room you first need to take a first step, similarly you have to take that first step otherwise you may still be sitting here many years from now.
So, please take the first step, communicate your feelings about Islam to your wife and give her books etc and specially give her Quran, and talk to her. I am sure she will see the light, and then she will be your best supporter.