ok this makes me sad everytime i look at it, and i've already had a bad day
i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry! i'm sorry!
If i've offended anyone with my words please please from the deepest of my heart accept my apologies!
but can i say something? i'm dissapointed in myself too. More than all of you combined. i'm dissapointed that i waste so much time here, to no avail. i'm dissapointed that I can try my best and do my hardest to be equal and still be biased.
i'm frooting diss-appointed that i frooting am only 14 years old, and that i am having to read all this and justify myself.
what is expected of me? hmm... ha. expectations on TTI too? i loved this place BECAUSE i wasn't expected anything of here. i loved it because i could be who i was without being misunderstood. that i could be even taken seriously, because well, DISPITE what you may expect from a fourteen year old, the outside world does NOT and they don't listen to a fourteen year old. i try so hard to live to everyone's expectations that many times i haven't done what i myself think is better, and it seems when i do, of course i'm like that.
i'm dissapointed that i'm getting angry, and that i've still failed....... you brother, and anyone else who thinks the same way. i'm sorry, and you'll just have to trust me on that.