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May Allaah make all your troubles easy for you ukhti and guide all of us and facilitate our affairs. Ameen.
And remember, after every hardship there is double the ease, and what always got me through tough times "لاَ يُكَلِّفُ اللّهُ نَفْسًا إِلاَّ وُسْعَهَا لَهَا"
"Allah burdens not a person beyond his scope." [2:286]
Because Allah subhana wa 'tala knows we can bear it, He gives it to us, therefore we just have to be patient, bear it with goodness and inshaAllaah pass our tests which we are given with flying colors.
I leave you in the care of the Most Loving
wasalam