zinirah
Junior Member
ASsalamu 'Alaykum,
I moved back home 2 months ago like I said i would in my other threads...everything was fine in the beginning but now I have so much anger towards my mother, I am disgusted to even look at her...Ya Allah help me. I can't be around her after the things she has done in front of my face...like she burned my copy of Qur'an in the yard, and then laughed about it she mocks me everyday, yells at me about religion, wont let me go anywhere with her outside of the house because I wear hijab, and she is embarrassed so she makes me act like i don't know her in the store. Then she tells me that she was angry at God for making me a Muslim...but i am dealing with all this stuff, because I have a freedom to practice Islam in my room. In secret alhamdulillah. She broke her promises and she is just the worse mother ever. Even she tries to prevent me from talking to friends she thinks i have, but i don't even have any and she she has put a block on the phone. I don't even talk on the phone just this is example of how stupid she is being......but after all this how can i be around her?? Yesterday i became upset I like wrecked her collection of music and paintings she has....Ya Allah help me!!!! I want to be calm! I don't have any anger problem I just can't stand her.
I moved back home 2 months ago like I said i would in my other threads...everything was fine in the beginning but now I have so much anger towards my mother, I am disgusted to even look at her...Ya Allah help me. I can't be around her after the things she has done in front of my face...like she burned my copy of Qur'an in the yard, and then laughed about it she mocks me everyday, yells at me about religion, wont let me go anywhere with her outside of the house because I wear hijab, and she is embarrassed so she makes me act like i don't know her in the store. Then she tells me that she was angry at God for making me a Muslim...but i am dealing with all this stuff, because I have a freedom to practice Islam in my room. In secret alhamdulillah. She broke her promises and she is just the worse mother ever. Even she tries to prevent me from talking to friends she thinks i have, but i don't even have any and she she has put a block on the phone. I don't even talk on the phone just this is example of how stupid she is being......but after all this how can i be around her?? Yesterday i became upset I like wrecked her collection of music and paintings she has....Ya Allah help me!!!! I want to be calm! I don't have any anger problem I just can't stand her.