muhammad.abdullah
Junior Member
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I am simply devastated, the person i had known and loved more than my ownself for almost 9 months now and was about to marry in a bit more than a month broke up with me.
She had never been satisfied with me, always asking how would i treat her in everyday life and important family matters and all i could tell her was that i would treat her according to the book of Allah. She would ask me a logical reason as to why i wanted to marry her. Logical reason! i didn't have one, i just loved her more everyday for who she was. Although she uttered so many unkind and piercing words everytime, i think i couldn't hate her even if i wanted to...
When my parents proposed nikkah to resolve issues and to prevent shytan's dirty work of whispering, she erupted like a volcano saying things to me which could kill me faster than poison. Her parents have tried their best to calm her down, i have tried my best to rid her of her fears but to no avail. Our engagement was officially severed off today.
Thats why i am devastated and baffled. I wanted to treat her like a flower. I know i would never have let her wilt, i would have become her shield against the whole world, i would have protected her with my life. But its over, forever!!!!!!!!!!!
I am simply devastated, the person i had known and loved more than my ownself for almost 9 months now and was about to marry in a bit more than a month broke up with me.
She had never been satisfied with me, always asking how would i treat her in everyday life and important family matters and all i could tell her was that i would treat her according to the book of Allah. She would ask me a logical reason as to why i wanted to marry her. Logical reason! i didn't have one, i just loved her more everyday for who she was. Although she uttered so many unkind and piercing words everytime, i think i couldn't hate her even if i wanted to...
When my parents proposed nikkah to resolve issues and to prevent shytan's dirty work of whispering, she erupted like a volcano saying things to me which could kill me faster than poison. Her parents have tried their best to calm her down, i have tried my best to rid her of her fears but to no avail. Our engagement was officially severed off today.
Thats why i am devastated and baffled. I wanted to treat her like a flower. I know i would never have let her wilt, i would have become her shield against the whole world, i would have protected her with my life. But its over, forever!!!!!!!!!!!