Assalamu Alaikum sister,
I want you to know that, Allah and HATE dont go together at all! Allah only loves His servants, He loves them enough to test them so He can push up their position in jannah.........but are we thankful?? I guess not most of the times, we dont see the blessing that comes with harships....and instead of saying "Allah decreed this, and He does what He wills" we say, "Allah hates us, or why me?"
just because you dont have all that you want doesnt mean you have nothing. And who said that life was easy for a believer?? who?
life is hard as a stone but with Allah we can get through everything very easily! You need to think positive about Allah and His plans, believe me sister, if you keep on thinking negative about Allah you'll NEVER be HAPPY! you'll be depressed, lazy,angry etc. Belive me, I have been there done that.....it never helped, but ones you let go, and you believe Allah is the planner, and never despair of His mercy.......doors that you have never seen open up, mercy is everywhere, and with your patience you earn Allah's blessing.
Remember 'Allah does not burden a soul more than it can bear'
Allah loves you! yes I just said LOVE! and that is the main reason why He is putting you into multiple trials and tribulatins........He doesnt want to hurt you but He wants you to be closer to HIM
never think you're alone, cry out to ALlah and ask Him to make things easier for you. I just wanna conclude by saying 'Allah listens when no one is there to listen, hears the cries of your heart when no one can see what deep inside you, sees your need of Him and no one else does'..........trust Him dear sister and be patient!
o0h Allah, the most high I ask you ya rabanaa to pave the path of ease for my beloved sis, oh Allah you are the most merciful and I ask you ya Allah to not let my sister despiar of your mercy! ya Allah you're the most near and I ask you ya rabana to listen to her dua and accept it, ya Allah let this sister get closer to you so she no longer feels down, ya ALlah you test those you love and we ask you oh Allah to make your test easy and to give her patience. Ya Allah ease her every pain and make her a patient servant! oh Allah give her hope and show her another way out so she can be happy again! oh Allah I ask you to let me meet her in jannah! ameen,ameen,ameen
*life is never a smooth pathway, it's rocky hunny, but the best are those who get up after falling down hard and keep on going* may Allah give you patience !ameen
I love you for Allah's sake and I wish the best for you dear sister...dont leave us, take a break and get back here to your loving family!
HUGGSS, mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhsss