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IAM VERY DIPRESSED VERY..... I HAVE NOTHING TO DO NOTHING ......I HAD GOT AN AMAZING OFFER OF JOINIG ISLIMIC COLLEGE oF DR BILLAL PHILLIPS .BUT MY FATHER REJECTED IT COZ HE IS LEAVING TO SAUDI IN FEW DAYS AND IF I GO TO A HOSTELL AND STUDY THERE ..............MY FATHER SAID NO ONE WILL TAKE CARE OF MY MOTHER HERE ,ALTHOUGH MY 2 SISTERS SAID THEY WILL TAKE CARE OF HER BUT STILL MY FATHER ISNT ALLOWING ...MAY BE IAM A GREAT SINNER THATS WHY ALLAH ISNT HELPING ME IN MY PURPOSE ....iam a great sinner .iam a great sinner .iam great sinner.......................... it was my dream to study islam my dream but nothing is left now nothing ..... i just have to shed tears only crying .iam sitting near this computer end crying from hours inside a locked room ,i feel like dieing.....
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IAM VERY DIPRESSED VERY..... I HAVE NOTHING TO DO NOTHING ......I HAD GOT AN AMAZING OFFER OF JOINIG ISLIMIC COLLEGE oF DR BILLAL PHILLIPS .BUT MY FATHER REJECTED IT COZ HE IS LEAVING TO SAUDI IN FEW DAYS AND IF I GO TO A HOSTELL AND STUDY THERE ..............MY FATHER SAID NO ONE WILL TAKE CARE OF MY MOTHER HERE ,ALTHOUGH MY 2 SISTERS SAID THEY WILL TAKE CARE OF HER BUT STILL MY FATHER ISNT ALLOWING ...MAY BE IAM A GREAT SINNER THATS WHY ALLAH ISNT HELPING ME IN MY PURPOSE ....iam a great sinner .iam a great sinner .iam great sinner.......................... it was my dream to study islam my dream but nothing is left now nothing ..... i just have to shed tears only crying .iam sitting near this computer end crying from hours inside a locked room ,i feel like dieing.....
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