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I have been asked this question a lot lately
Okay so in February of 2006 a few weeks before my 21st birthday I was sitting in my arabic class. Well I noticed that we had a Muslim sister in the class. I am a curious person and I cannot resist a good conversation. I went up to her and we started talking over the next few days about Islam and what I knew etc. The class I took was actually what probably popped all the stereotypes of Islam. How can you teach an arabic class without mentioning Islam
Well 2 weeks after meeting her and learning what I could I took my shahada in front of the imam and bunch of the community ..sooo nervous lol.
Anywho Why did I revert? Like a lot of people I meet there is some loss they feel in their heart..like something is missing. I had a few bad years. I hung out with the wrong crowd and I had a realization that would these people further my life in a positive way....
My story is still not written in stone because sometimes it is hard to describe it. It is difficult to describe what happens in the inside when someone reverts. My easiest solution is to just look at the person's face and you will find that noor
It just happened so quickly. I am sooo happy now alhamdullilah and it has been a privledge that Allah (swt) guided me to the straight path.
I am addicted to learning more and more about Islam. I basically do not shut up about it lol. I drive some friends nuts haha.
Growing up though I had Muslims all around me. My 3 friends growing up are Muslim but I didn't know the term "Muslim" well into college and after 9.11, but 9.11 did not spark my interest. I had always battled with the concept of religion and God in my past.
I remember an event in my life at church. I had to take these communion/confirmation classes at my church. Every time I would sit with my pastor I would ask him about the trinity and he could never explain it. I think that was the time in my life I abandoned Christianity. I also had to go in front of my congregation and tell them why I accepted Jesus (pbuh) as my savior...I did not accept that in my heart. I only went through this whole ordeal because it was my great aunt's dying wish ...to see me confirmed in that church.
Islam I guess was always in my life but I never knew the term you know? There are certain things I just did not do growing up. I always believed in modesty...never cared to hang out with lots of guys...my dad is super duper protective haha. I had curfew and to this day I cannot drive at night haha.My parents allowed me to make my own choices on my view of God growing up. I had the choice to choose whatever path I wanted. Now though those words are haunting them lol. I guess any path besides Islam
The only problem I had with Islam was the command of covering our head. The beginning was so difficult for me. I felt like what the heck did I jump into because I thought that Islam was just about the Qur'an...I didnt know about the hadeeth lol.
Alhamdullilah I am managing now and now I wear my hijab proud.I truly understand the concept of the head covering now. I love that I can feel protected and earn much respect from people once they understand it the way I do .Some may call that extreme but I find it to be the best route for me. Whoooo there is a somewhat "brief" explanation. I could of added more and more but why