sachin4islam
Junior Member
Assalamu Alaikum:
Over past some time,I have been continuously changing. I realize I am changing but can't stop myself drowning in this wave.
Now a days I observe and analyse each and every matter in Islamic perspective. The zeal of earning and backing the zeal with corresponding efforts is lacking. The life of this world seems me immaterial. I feel content with what I have,though I need to amplify it for a safer financial life of my parents,kids and wife.
Just few days back I went to see an apartment being constructed by my familiar guy,though not a close friend of mine. The site of construction is located in a township,where multiple projects were heading towards finish and newer ones taking shape. I really felt very unusual,why these people are so much mad behind earning money and isn't the life so uncertain and short.
Now I never visit malls,restaurants,or hotels for they seem me places of free and unusual mixing of opposite genders. I have gone very possessive for my wife. Any eye with lust peeping my wife make me aggressive. I have lowest of gaze now a days and expect so from others too.
Wedding receptions or any such similar occasions I totally boycott as I perceive these are shows of ones wealth power and for others a chance of exposing their beauties through attractive dresses and jeweleries. My Dad scolds me for not attending these occasions as my reluctance may affect personal relations.
My Dad is not happy with my way of living. But I always exemplify him life of Muhammad (SAW). My wife too adds a comment but seldom that I am going towards a sagely life.
Is this change unusual?. May it be a manifestation of some psychological problem?. Allahu-Aalim.
Regards.
Over past some time,I have been continuously changing. I realize I am changing but can't stop myself drowning in this wave.
Now a days I observe and analyse each and every matter in Islamic perspective. The zeal of earning and backing the zeal with corresponding efforts is lacking. The life of this world seems me immaterial. I feel content with what I have,though I need to amplify it for a safer financial life of my parents,kids and wife.
Just few days back I went to see an apartment being constructed by my familiar guy,though not a close friend of mine. The site of construction is located in a township,where multiple projects were heading towards finish and newer ones taking shape. I really felt very unusual,why these people are so much mad behind earning money and isn't the life so uncertain and short.
Now I never visit malls,restaurants,or hotels for they seem me places of free and unusual mixing of opposite genders. I have gone very possessive for my wife. Any eye with lust peeping my wife make me aggressive. I have lowest of gaze now a days and expect so from others too.
Wedding receptions or any such similar occasions I totally boycott as I perceive these are shows of ones wealth power and for others a chance of exposing their beauties through attractive dresses and jeweleries. My Dad scolds me for not attending these occasions as my reluctance may affect personal relations.
My Dad is not happy with my way of living. But I always exemplify him life of Muhammad (SAW). My wife too adds a comment but seldom that I am going towards a sagely life.
Is this change unusual?. May it be a manifestation of some psychological problem?. Allahu-Aalim.
Regards.