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As i was praying some thought went through my head and and thought just ruined my day. That thouht went something like this i worship Him as if He doesnt exist. I do not know if that thought was made intentionally or unintentionally. I felt horrible after that thought crossed my mind. Even if it was intentional i believe what meant was that whenevee i call for Allah SWT i dont feel his presence. Its as if ive been worshipping Allah through the mind and not through the heart. I dont doubt Allah's existence i had that sort of doubts before but whenever i had those i always fought against those doubts. This is different this one i guess its telling me the way im worshipping is wrong.
I dont know i feel horribe and feel like im the lowest person in the universe. I feel like committed kufr guys do you think so? Please guys help me get out of my sadness.
May Allah SWT Bless you!
As i was praying some thought went through my head and and thought just ruined my day. That thouht went something like this i worship Him as if He doesnt exist. I do not know if that thought was made intentionally or unintentionally. I felt horrible after that thought crossed my mind. Even if it was intentional i believe what meant was that whenevee i call for Allah SWT i dont feel his presence. Its as if ive been worshipping Allah through the mind and not through the heart. I dont doubt Allah's existence i had that sort of doubts before but whenever i had those i always fought against those doubts. This is different this one i guess its telling me the way im worshipping is wrong.
I dont know i feel horribe and feel like im the lowest person in the universe. I feel like committed kufr guys do you think so? Please guys help me get out of my sadness.
May Allah SWT Bless you!