My story! (Please note this is not a conversion story)

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    Walaikum Assalam Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuhu!
    JazakAllah Khairan sister! May Allah SWT reward you and your family in this life and the hereafter with treasures of Emaan, faith, blessings, mercy, smiles and prosperity in this world and the life in the hereafter! Words cannot tell how much your words moved me, SubhanAllah! I'll be praying for you InshAllah! Oh no dear sister, I'm a very sinful and ungrateful person, worse than the lot maybe but JazakAllah Khair for the touching words! May Allah increase our zest in becoming better muslims! Aameen!
    JazakAllah Khairan sister again for the beautiful duaas! May Allah SWT bless you and reward you in all ways along with the rest of the Ummah!
    Wassalam
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    SubhanAllah! SubhanAllah! It's so beautiful and motivating! JazakAllah Khairan for sharing brother! May Allah SWT bless you and the entire Ummah!
    Wassalam
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    Walaikum Assalam Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuhu brother!
    JazakAllah Khairan for such a beautiful comment brother I'm truly truly moved! May Allah SWT reward you and the entire Ummah with treasures of emaan, faith, smiles and prosperity of this world and the hereafter! Ameen
    It's a very beautiful verse! SubhanAllah!
    Your dp is really beautiful brother, I love all animals in general but horses some of the most beautiful creations of Allah SWT! All praise is due to Allah SWT!
    Wassalam!
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    JazakAllah Khair brothers and sisters, you all have motivated me so so much! May Allah SWT reward you all!

    When I was writing my story down I wasn't even expecting one comment, since its so so long but MashaAllah all your comments have motivated me so so much! I can't tell how much I'm moved and touched deep within! May Allah SWT reward you all in all kind of ways! Aameen!
    Yesterday I was sort of sad but all your comments (and the PMs regarding the story) cheered me up and inspired me in ways words cannot describe!
    You'll all be in my prayers InshaAllah!
    Stay Blessed
    Wassalam! :hijabi:
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    Ya Allaah! You are a cute one. *Smile* Pray for me like that and I may grow wings:p. Ameen to your duas wa iyaaki. You surely know how to put a smile on someone's face. BaraakAllaahu feeki.

    You put me in a position where I have no choice but to seriously remember to make duas for your uncle and father.

    Take care ukht.
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    Assalam aleikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh sister,
    Thank you for sharing this and it was so well written it was so touching. Inshallah you be rewarded for all your good deeds.
    I remembered you asking in one thread if anyone would read this and I was looking for it but now I found it. Thank you and I wish you and your family Eid Mubarak.
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    Assalamu Alaikum wa rahmathullahi wa barakathuh.

    Your story did make me teary eyed. SubhanAllah. Sometimes I also wonder why the good people suffer so much in this life. But that question is already answered by Allah (swt). When Allah loves a person, he gives him/her Hardship. In order to elevate their ranks in Jannah for being patient. Never lose hope in Allah sis. As you said correctly, when you move one step towards him, he moves ten steps towards you. I've experienced this as well. He truly is the Most loving, the most merciful.

    May Allah (swt) increase you in patience and join you and your families in Jannatul firdous. Ameen.

    May Allah (swt) remove the sufferings of the muslims all over the world and grant them protection and security. Ameen ya rab.

    Wassalam
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    Assalaamu Alaykum,

    *hug* subhanaAllah sister, I don't know where to begin---your story is one of a kind and Allaah has blessed you with patience! May Allah elevate your rank in Jannah and may He admit you and your loved ones to Al-firdows a'ala! ameen
    I am so touched at how young you're and how patient you've been with all that happened in the past year. May Allah always give you the strength to go on and may Allaah give you all that you ask of Him. ameen

    You have a beautiful soul---I ask Allah that you never lose it for it rare to find one like it among your age group and this generation.
    I don't know if I am able to do anything, but you ever need a sister to vent on or talk to, feel free to PM dear sister. May Allaah bless you with something good this world and hereafter and may Allaah admit your mother to Al-firdows. ameen

    Remember to always make dua for her ukhti, for the dua of a righteous child is always accepted!
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    asslamualikum wrwb
    my dear sister i don't have words i really don't know what to say, your story made me cry sis and i salute you, your patience sis, and may Allah SWT raise your ranks in jannah for being so patient, and not losing hope..
    may Allah SWT reaward you, your MOTHER and your whole family jannah..:)
    i love you sister :*
    jazakAllah for sharing this i have learned alot from your story sis.. may Allah grant everyone patience like you and your mother:)
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    salam alekoum Ayesha

    we got to read every single word from your story we are one family :)
    may Allah reward you , your family & all Muslims in life & the hereafter Inshallah

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    A glad tiding for you sister:

    عن أبي هريرة رضي الله عنه أن رسول الله - صلى الله عليه وسلم - قال: ( يقول الله تعالى : ما لعبدي المؤمن عندي جزاءٌ إذا قبضت صفيه من أهل الدنيا ثم احتسبه إلا الجنة ) رواه البخاري .

    I shall try to translate it is not exact translation:


    This. Hadith from bukhari it say :Allah says that the reward for my believing slave if I took his close Relative or friend except Janna .

    Dear sister the meeting of Janna is eternal with no fears , no sadness , no pain .........let us work for Janna.
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    wa alaikum salaam sis,

    the way you wrote, the pain through which you went (and maybe still going) can be well understood. i wonder how many readers read your post without their eyes shedding tears. its one of the blessing of Allah that you being so young have such solid iman in such circumstances where even mature people many times fail.

    my dad has colon cancer and had surgery to take out the tumor and has done 2 chemos (6 needed), so i can understand what a person goes thru.

    may Allah bless you and your family and give your mom a home in Jannah where she will never feel any pain. may Allah cure your dad and keep your family safe ameen. and sister, you can do well for Islam and become a doc too inshallah. you dont have to sacrifice one dream for the other.

    take care
    was salaam
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    assamualikum




    assalamualikum sister ,

    The pain that you have gone through can only be understood by you and close people to you , we can just imagine , but inshallah we all will pray for you that may allah bless your mum and grant her heaven inshallah , may allah give patients to you and your family specially to your father ameen , we all pray for your aunt may she be blessed with good health ameen , alhamdulillah i really really appreciate one thing that is your firm believe in allah swt alhamdulillah may allah swt reward you for that , its really an inspiration for all of us to have complete believe in allah swt and never give up hope what ever might be that situation ,

    sister i can just, some what know your pain as one of my aunt is having cancer may allah swt bless her and give her best of health , she is going through chemotherapy and how her life has changed i exactly know it , please pray for her ...

    jazakhallah
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    Assalam Alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuhu sisters and brothers!
    I am very short of time and I'm going to my village tomorrow (AGAIN) so won't be able to get on TTI for some more days no matter how much I try, because for some reason my dad's cell phone just wouldn't let me log in and i dont have a cell phone so you can guess!
    SO...I'll make this quick, you people are so beautiful at hearts, i do regret not coming here before and thinking where all the nice people in the world were, i had no idea they'd be here, at TTI! :p
    Anyway, I'm speechless! Truly truly speechless (and i'm normally good at words!)!
    All I can do is, pray for you all! and please don't overestimate me, I'm surely worse than the lot! May Allah SWT grant you all high ranks in the Jannah, may he ease tensions and sufferings of the Muslim Ummah, may He guide the nonmuslims to the one and divine truth and may he reward you with blessings, smiles and prosperity in this world and the hereafter!
    I'll try answering back your comments individually once i;m back InshaAllah!
    Wassalam
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    SubhanaAllah

    Ohhh sister.. Your story made me Crrrrrrrrrrrrrrry subhanaAllah..
    So beautiful and young strong sister.. may Allah always have mercy on you, your mother and dear father.. Amiin...
    I wish i could give you a BIG BIG huge and tell you, " you are never alone habibti" .. Allah is always there for u, and inshaAllah the rest of the ummah..
    If u need to talk, im always here for you hayatii..


    May Allah give your mum janaah firdows.. amiin
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    JazakAllah Khairan sister for such a touching comment! May Allah SWT reward you and the entire Muslim Ummah with countless jewels of faith, joy, smiles and prosperity in this life and in the hereafter! And may Allah SWT help us become better muslims! Amen!
    Once again! JazakAllah Khairan! :)
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    Dear Sister, Jazakallah, I really appreciate your patience, and sister I pray for you and the whole muslims of the world, May Allah reward you with good deeds in here and hereafter. Ameen
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    JazakAllahu Khairan brother. I pray the same and more for your and the entire Ummah, in sha Allah!
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    Assalam-o-Alaikum Wr Wb Sister AyeshaPKS

    sister your story has made me cry...i know what you went through and still might be going through...i've lost both my parents....i know the suffering of trying to breath without a mother....i know very well the kind of vultures that inhabitate this world...i don't have words to express...i know your pain believe me i do...

    but the fact is we all are going to die one day or the other...and its our deeds that will matter when we will be asked to answer for the life spent in this world...sister try to be a very good daughter for righteous children are "Sadqa-e-Jareya" for their parents...try to pay back for your mother's love by being a source of forgiveness and higher ranks in Jannah In Shaa Allah...that is all we can do for them In Shaa Allah...

    may Allah S.W.T grant our parents His Forgiveness and bless them with His Eternal Rehmat.....may you be in the Protection of Allah S.W.T...ameen sum ameen..

    take care sister, stay blessed...

    W'S..
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    :salam:

    Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajioon.

    Very heart touching sister, may Allah (swa) grant your mother jannatul firdous ameen, and have mercy and sakina on you and your entire family.

    This is all nothing but test in our life and ibraat for others.

    wa salaam
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