asalam alaikom to all brothers and sisters here
this is really very big story to start with please read it patiently
I need ADVICE please tell me what can i do
im a girl doing my studies UG.from my childhood im facing fate and loads of obstacles in my life..first of all my dad.we are non muslims but i alone belive in allah..
my dad is an misbehaving person.he had illicit relationship with other lady (own bro's wife) because of this sin my mom asked him to stop all of it ..so he started hating her after i born he hates me still now ..he is mentally psycho..he never do us directly but always do mental tortures ..im not an financially wel to do now i have to depend on him alone,..even my mom's background and relatives are not supportive to us....
by keeping in all this mind i said him directly about his behaviours then next month he ran away ...then after our promise that we wont involve in any of your matters he came back to home by getting in a written statement..
daily he used to torture us i dont know how to face that so to forget all those i spoke with guys but fully just like a drug to control my anger ! im not basically an addicted in that but later on even he torture me i forget it cos of so many friends (just talking with them)
and later i stopped it ...then daily im facing his tortures wantedly he come and torture me ...very very insecured life to be frank none with us (myslf and mom)
i hate my life..i attempted to die but allah never want me to die many times im escaped
im again getting angry what can i do in that,,,again can i speak with all to forget my torturres???
why allah playing in my life????
this is really very big story to start with please read it patiently
I need ADVICE please tell me what can i do
im a girl doing my studies UG.from my childhood im facing fate and loads of obstacles in my life..first of all my dad.we are non muslims but i alone belive in allah..
my dad is an misbehaving person.he had illicit relationship with other lady (own bro's wife) because of this sin my mom asked him to stop all of it ..so he started hating her after i born he hates me still now ..he is mentally psycho..he never do us directly but always do mental tortures ..im not an financially wel to do now i have to depend on him alone,..even my mom's background and relatives are not supportive to us....
by keeping in all this mind i said him directly about his behaviours then next month he ran away ...then after our promise that we wont involve in any of your matters he came back to home by getting in a written statement..
daily he used to torture us i dont know how to face that so to forget all those i spoke with guys but fully just like a drug to control my anger ! im not basically an addicted in that but later on even he torture me i forget it cos of so many friends (just talking with them)
and later i stopped it ...then daily im facing his tortures wantedly he come and torture me ...very very insecured life to be frank none with us (myslf and mom)
i hate my life..i attempted to die but allah never want me to die many times im escaped
im again getting angry what can i do in that,,,again can i speak with all to forget my torturres???
why allah playing in my life????