slave_of_Allah
Junior Member
Assalamu alikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakaatuhu
I begin in the name of Allah, the Most Kind, the Most Merciful. I pray all that are reading this, are in the best of health, and iman. Aameen.
I wanted to share something with you all, and it could help someone in one way or the other.
Many years ago I suffered from eating disorders, and even today I still have difficulties. But along my journey I couldn't find a soultion, and it got to the point where I contemplated suicide often. Life was dark and miserable, I had no purpose, and felt like dying was the only way out. I was becoming weaker, both psycially and spiritually, and in my heart I wished I could be beneath the ground. I had no one I could relate to, there wasn't many who nderstood my realtionship with food, and I even hid it from my family, so I had no support in any way.
But I yearned for a soultion, and I knew there was one. But it took me a long way to get there. I ran from councillor to councillor, but things got worse for me. I wanted to be happy, but there were no better words than the words of Allah. Until i gave myself completely to Allah, it was only then I found the meaning of life.
Things have changed greatly for me. I have been on a very emotional journey, and there are times now where I cry so much, because I know deep inside if I never found islam when I did, I may not be here in this dunya.
I learnt that life itself is a gift just as the body. It desrves both love and respect. I also learnt that Allah's mercy is there for us, and that Allah is always there when you may have a million people by your side, or when you may have none. There is no better help than from Allah.
I cry and think of how blind I was, but when I remember how I changed, and how I became the person I am, it makes me very happy.
Allah is enough for us. Place your trust in Allah, He will never let you down, I know from experience.
Wa'alikum aslaam wa rahmatullahi wa barakaatuhu
I begin in the name of Allah, the Most Kind, the Most Merciful. I pray all that are reading this, are in the best of health, and iman. Aameen.
I wanted to share something with you all, and it could help someone in one way or the other.
Many years ago I suffered from eating disorders, and even today I still have difficulties. But along my journey I couldn't find a soultion, and it got to the point where I contemplated suicide often. Life was dark and miserable, I had no purpose, and felt like dying was the only way out. I was becoming weaker, both psycially and spiritually, and in my heart I wished I could be beneath the ground. I had no one I could relate to, there wasn't many who nderstood my realtionship with food, and I even hid it from my family, so I had no support in any way.
But I yearned for a soultion, and I knew there was one. But it took me a long way to get there. I ran from councillor to councillor, but things got worse for me. I wanted to be happy, but there were no better words than the words of Allah. Until i gave myself completely to Allah, it was only then I found the meaning of life.
Things have changed greatly for me. I have been on a very emotional journey, and there are times now where I cry so much, because I know deep inside if I never found islam when I did, I may not be here in this dunya.
I learnt that life itself is a gift just as the body. It desrves both love and respect. I also learnt that Allah's mercy is there for us, and that Allah is always there when you may have a million people by your side, or when you may have none. There is no better help than from Allah.
I cry and think of how blind I was, but when I remember how I changed, and how I became the person I am, it makes me very happy.
Allah is enough for us. Place your trust in Allah, He will never let you down, I know from experience.
Wa'alikum aslaam wa rahmatullahi wa barakaatuhu