Isra
aka Tree2008
As salamo alaikome........
I have to find out if its just me!!!! I feel like Im going crazy!!!! Ever since I officially became a Muslim (took my shahada) my entire life has been turned upside down. I feel like there has been one obstacle after another to over come and I dont understand why?????? I feel like there is more drama in my life than EVER before. All the while I am trying my best to get closer and closer to allah but it seems to me like I keep getting pushed farther and farther away.
I dont know if its just me but I would really like to hear if any of the other reverts are having this same feeling happening to them??? At first I thought maybe it was just my own bad luck but WOW it just keeps happening. Everytime I pray to Allah and the problem is fixed but then one or two days later there is another problem even bigger than the first one. Am I imagining this??? Is it just coincidence???? Maybe Im just whining and need to suck it up and get stronger. Please share if this is happening to other reverts then maybe I wont feel so bad.
I have to find out if its just me!!!! I feel like Im going crazy!!!! Ever since I officially became a Muslim (took my shahada) my entire life has been turned upside down. I feel like there has been one obstacle after another to over come and I dont understand why?????? I feel like there is more drama in my life than EVER before. All the while I am trying my best to get closer and closer to allah but it seems to me like I keep getting pushed farther and farther away.
I dont know if its just me but I would really like to hear if any of the other reverts are having this same feeling happening to them??? At first I thought maybe it was just my own bad luck but WOW it just keeps happening. Everytime I pray to Allah and the problem is fixed but then one or two days later there is another problem even bigger than the first one. Am I imagining this??? Is it just coincidence???? Maybe Im just whining and need to suck it up and get stronger. Please share if this is happening to other reverts then maybe I wont feel so bad.