Jazakillah Kyran wa Barakillahu Feeki Amatullah Baji, Wallah I feel better know after talking to you, Alhamdulillah.

I just feel that I have wronged some people, and I just wish I could apologize, because it hurts when you break someone's heart, and that's what I feel right now.
But Inshallah though, everything'll be alright, because it's a test from Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla that I'm feeling a bit sad and depressed, and it's really hurting me in my heart, but if HE wants to do it, then I want to please him.

Gosh, that would be SO great if I do please Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla, because I haven't been a good person many times, I might be good in some way, but then I'm bad in another way. I might make some people feel happy, whilst I make some people feel sad.

The most horrible thing for me to ever feel is that: I have wronged somebody, and that I have displeased/disobeyed Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla.
