Assalaamu alaykum sisss
Wa anti min ahli ljaza'
Your message brought tears to my eyes ukhti...its so beautiful.! BaarakaAllahu fiki.
Well i've done nothing ukhti. I've done my job. You're my sister, i love you sooooo much and i care about you. The least i could do is stand by your side and try to help you. I wish the best for you ukhti, wallahi.
And ukhti, haraam stuff only brings sorrow. When you get rid of it, happiness comes back. AlhamduliLlah. You're so blessed ukhti and Allah swt loves you, look at all you got ukhti. Many sisters would love to study ilm as you do, many sisters would love to wear niqaab and they can't etc...you're Soooo blessed mashaAllah ukhti, may Allah give you more and more and give you jannatul firdawsi as your home.
i truly love you ukhti, and i want you to be happy inshaAllah. the road to happiness is pleasing Allah swt.

may Allah make everything easier for you
and im always here whenever you need to talk inshaAllah
Muahhhh
Huggggggs