Salam2You
Lil' Muslimah
Salaam alaikum everyone. :salam2:
I have a problem at home..
I am the only religious person in my family, and my mum and dad isn't religious at all, and I hate having to disagree or decline any of their informative lectures (about what I'm going to say now) ↓..
But, they expect me to eat haram chicken, and get angry at me if I don't want to eat it, and I only eat it to please them, then I repent once I eat it and make dua before I eat it wishing to make it Halal. So in the end all I feel is guilt.. Even though I need to get used to it.
I know it will most likely record onto my account that I'm sinning since it is a sin, and this makes me really worried because I try not to sin at all since I've quit listening to music and so on... But does anyone have a second opinion on that? (since they're making me do wrong and I don't want to disobey my parents)
Thanks for reading, and Inshallah any of you can reply back to me with probably any hadiths / personal opinions / lectures to help me
(I'm 13 [Muslimah] btw if any of you are concerned ^^)
Thank you again.
I have a problem at home..
I am the only religious person in my family, and my mum and dad isn't religious at all, and I hate having to disagree or decline any of their informative lectures (about what I'm going to say now) ↓..
But, they expect me to eat haram chicken, and get angry at me if I don't want to eat it, and I only eat it to please them, then I repent once I eat it and make dua before I eat it wishing to make it Halal. So in the end all I feel is guilt.. Even though I need to get used to it.
I know it will most likely record onto my account that I'm sinning since it is a sin, and this makes me really worried because I try not to sin at all since I've quit listening to music and so on... But does anyone have a second opinion on that? (since they're making me do wrong and I don't want to disobey my parents)
Thanks for reading, and Inshallah any of you can reply back to me with probably any hadiths / personal opinions / lectures to help me
(I'm 13 [Muslimah] btw if any of you are concerned ^^)
Thank you again.