AmeliaJohnson
Convert sister....
:salam2:
Well i hope everyone is fine. As sister revert2007 posted a thread about me...alhamdullilah she is right. I'm feeling better today. Today's the first time i smiled in days. Thanks to My Beloved Allah... and everyone on tti.
I am alhamdulilah not in an orphanage or something. Living in my own house. Which my mother passed on to me before her death. But i have my aunt as my guardian. I had problems about eating halal food but sister revert2007 gave me a good solution. As i love to cook she posted me some simple recipes, and i'm going to try one today. I hope it turns out ok and doesnt taste horrible.
After reading all the replies i knew everyone of you had a good point. What would crying do...it would only weaken me. And make me lose faith in Allah. Today i told myself to get a grip. For a last few days i kept some missing my prayers and reading qur'an. But now i maked up for the missed ones and am reading quran daily 2 times.... First at fajer time and second after isha....
It conforts me doing this alhamdulilah. And eases my pain. I am trying to focus more on my studies. Not fully recovered from the shock. Still feel like she's here. But i make dua for her too. I hope she goes to heaven.
Jazakalah for making dua for me. Im going to need a lot more
amina....
Well i hope everyone is fine. As sister revert2007 posted a thread about me...alhamdullilah she is right. I'm feeling better today. Today's the first time i smiled in days. Thanks to My Beloved Allah... and everyone on tti.
I am alhamdulilah not in an orphanage or something. Living in my own house. Which my mother passed on to me before her death. But i have my aunt as my guardian. I had problems about eating halal food but sister revert2007 gave me a good solution. As i love to cook she posted me some simple recipes, and i'm going to try one today. I hope it turns out ok and doesnt taste horrible.
After reading all the replies i knew everyone of you had a good point. What would crying do...it would only weaken me. And make me lose faith in Allah. Today i told myself to get a grip. For a last few days i kept some missing my prayers and reading qur'an. But now i maked up for the missed ones and am reading quran daily 2 times.... First at fajer time and second after isha....
It conforts me doing this alhamdulilah. And eases my pain. I am trying to focus more on my studies. Not fully recovered from the shock. Still feel like she's here. But i make dua for her too. I hope she goes to heaven.
Jazakalah for making dua for me. Im going to need a lot more
amina....