I appreciate the replys. First let me say that me saying I am a typical GA male wasn't an excuse for my lifestyle, just a way to point out how I was brought up and what was "normal" for me.
The racist comment wasn't meant to offend. I guess I can admit I have some racial tendency's. My black friends are educated, don't speak in "ghetto talk" {Ebonics} They are not "thugs" or Ghetto rats. Yes I am classifying, those are the ones I have had problems with in my life and have come to dislike. Yes the same can be said about white trash as well...My sister is one I can speak of, she is, and has been strung out on drugs her whole adult life. I do not talk or see her, she isn't the same person I knew when we were younger. I tell my father she died yrs ago, the woman she is now is a Zombie.
The reason I am looking at Islam now is because it makes since to me, it seems SOOOO much more REAL than Christianity, The more I read and watch videos of, the more I say "this is what I want" I need to completely re-wire my mind and soul. To break down everything I know and learned and refill it with truth and knowledge.
I have MANY more questions, but will ask them later. I have too many vids I have to watch now.