Isra
aka Tree2008
As salamo alaikome
Inshallah my brothers and sisters here at TTI are in good health and strong Iman!
Sorry for the thread title but I am SO mad right now!!!!! I am angry with myself that I have read Quran going on 10 FULL TIMES all the way from cover to cover and I am STILL not able to remember where anything is in it!!!!!!
What is WRONG with me????? I must be a total TARD!!!! I mean who reads Quran 10 times and cant remember where to find something in it????
Today I had the perfect opportunity to use the verse regarding Allahs signs being everywhere if you have a mind which can reason.......I mean I KNOW this verse is somewhere in Quran yet my mind is a blank as to which Surah or which verse it is so that I could copy and use it!!!!
HOW can I EVER perform dawah if I am not even able to remember such important things as this????? I KNOW the verses well but I dont know them exactly by heart enough to quote without reading them word for word! I know its important not to misquote Quran in any way or to translate in case our own opinion should be included so I really NEED to remember where the verses are when I need them!!!!!
Really this is stupid shaitan at his finest hour...........Im SO mad at myself!!!!
Please pray for me that Allah can improve my memory!!! Sorry for the rant but really I am so mad right now! I missed a PERFECT opportunity to perform dawah just because I cant remember anything! UGHHHHHHHH
wa salam
Inshallah my brothers and sisters here at TTI are in good health and strong Iman!
Sorry for the thread title but I am SO mad right now!!!!! I am angry with myself that I have read Quran going on 10 FULL TIMES all the way from cover to cover and I am STILL not able to remember where anything is in it!!!!!!
What is WRONG with me????? I must be a total TARD!!!! I mean who reads Quran 10 times and cant remember where to find something in it????
Today I had the perfect opportunity to use the verse regarding Allahs signs being everywhere if you have a mind which can reason.......I mean I KNOW this verse is somewhere in Quran yet my mind is a blank as to which Surah or which verse it is so that I could copy and use it!!!!
HOW can I EVER perform dawah if I am not even able to remember such important things as this????? I KNOW the verses well but I dont know them exactly by heart enough to quote without reading them word for word! I know its important not to misquote Quran in any way or to translate in case our own opinion should be included so I really NEED to remember where the verses are when I need them!!!!!
Really this is stupid shaitan at his finest hour...........Im SO mad at myself!!!!
Please pray for me that Allah can improve my memory!!! Sorry for the rant but really I am so mad right now! I missed a PERFECT opportunity to perform dawah just because I cant remember anything! UGHHHHHHHH
wa salam

