wa aleikum salaam,
I know what you mean, I wrote my sentences like 'Í personally feel'and 'Í think' and "I can't see the unseen' on purpose so that it is obvious it is my personal opinion. and not something to take as guideline. I have these opinions, because of certain evidences, talks of sheikhs etc. I wasn't planning to debate my opinion, so I didn't bring the reasons of why I believe this is right. The brother asked for our opinion, so I gave it. my opinion is not to be taken as advice, naseeha or whatever, it is my opinion based on knowledge I gained when I researched more about jihad fisabillilah. (actually to find a good name for my third son inshallah from among the mujahideen and shuhada)
Mashallah sister.
I like Abu Dujjanah (Radiyallahu Anhu), he was among the Ansari of Medinah and he fought in many of the battles with Rasulallah (SAW).
Rasulallah (SAW) was in Masjid An Nabawwi and he took out a sword. He then said to the Sahabi (The Muhaajir and the Ansari, Radiyallahu Anhuma), "Who will take this sword from me?" And all of the Sahabi (Radiyallahu Anhuma) agreed that they'd take this sword. And then Rasulallah (SAW) said, "Who will take this sword along with it's rights?" And then the Sahabi asked, "what are the rights with this sword?" And Rasulallah (SAW) said, "That you take this sword, and hit the enemy of Allah Ta Alla until the sword bends," and Abu Dujjanah, (Radiyallahu Anhu), stood up and said, "I will take this sword, Ya Rasullah (SAW)."
Abu Dujjanah (Radiyallahu Anhu) was also wearing a red Pa'gree when he took the sword from Rasulallah (SAW), and he would go out in battle with his red Pa'gree on, and that red Pa'gree stood for that he was ready for war, for battle. (-Ibn As Haaq)
It was after the death of Rasulallah (SAW) that there was this one man who Apostated from Islam, and who said that he was a Rasul of Allah Ta Alla, and so it was during the the Khelafah of Abu Bakr or Amar ibn Al Khattab (Radiyallahu Anhuma), and they set out in battle to kill this apostate, and Waysha (Rahmatullah Alyh) was one who fought in that battle, Waysha, the one who killed Hamza (Radiyallahu Anhu) during the battle of Uhud (during his days of Jahliyyah), just so he could have his freedom from his master. And so he was from Habasha, Abbisiniyah, and the men from Habasha were well skilled with the spear, and so he found Hamza (Radiyallahu Anhu), aimed his spear, threw it, and he brought Hamza (Radiyallahu Anhu) into Shuhadah, (Allahu Akbar,) and he left from battle. After Mecca embraced Islam, Waysha (Rahmatullah Alyh) was afraid that Rasulallah (SAW) would take revenge on him for killing his Uncle Hamza (Radiyallahu Anhu), so he left Mecca and emigrated to Ta'if, and then Ta'if embraced Islam, and so did the rest of Araybeya, and someone told him that if he became a Muslim, if he embraced Islam, then Rasulallah (SAW) wouldn't kill him, so Waysha left to see Rasulallah (SAW).
Waysha then came infront of Rasulallah (SAW) in Medinah, and declared his Shahadah infront of Rasulallah (SAW). Rasulallah (SAW) then asked him, "Are you really Waysha, the one who killed my Uncle Hamza?" And then Waysha said, "Yes, Ya Rasulallah, I was the one who killed Hamza." And then Rasulallah (SAW) remembered his Uncle Hamza, and he was grieving when he remembered his great Uncle Hamza, and so he looked to the floor and said to Waysha, "Waysha, can you please never come infront of me, I don't want to see your face again," because he was still upset that Waysha (Rahmatullah Alyh) killed his Uncle Hamza.
But Waysha (Rahmatullah Alyh) became a pious Muslim who feared Allah Ta Alla and was steadfast. And after the death of Rasullah (SAW), a man apostated from Islam and claimed he was a Rasul of Allah (I forgot his name), during the Khelafah of Abu Bakr or Umar (Radiyallahu Anhuma), and so the Sahabi (RA) fought against the Apostate.
Waysha was one who fought in that battle. He states that, "I saw him (the Apostate), and so I steadied my spear, aimed it, and I threw it at him, it hit him, and then one Mujahideen came behind him and stabbed him with his sword. That Mujahideen was Abu Dujjanah."
And with that same spear that killed Hamza (Radiyallahu Anhu), the Uncle of Rasulallah (SAW), a spear that was full of sin, also killed the great devils and enemies of Allah Azza Wajjal, the Apostate who claimed he was a Rasul of Allah Ta Alla.
-Special thanks to, Anas ibn Malik, Ibn As Haaq, Al Bukaree, Imam Ahmed Ibn Hanbal, and Imam Anwar Al Awlaki, May Allah Ta Alla multiply their Ajr in Jannah by the Millions, and the same to the other great Allamah and Sheikhs, Al Hasan Al Basri, Al Alabani, Al Baaz, Al Uthayman, Ibn Katheer, Muhammad ibn Abdul Wahab, Abdullah Azzam, Imam Ash Shafee, Imam Abu Haneefah, Imam Malik, the other great Sheikhs and Allamah of our Ummah,the Ansari, the Muhaajir, the Sahabi, and Rasulallah (SAW).
-Story derived from Seerah of Rasulallah (SAW), The Life of Muhammad (SAW) The Medinan Period, Volume 1, CD 10, by Imam Anwar Al Awlaki.
Other great stories of the great Mujahid of the Sahabi, Amar ibn Al Khattab, Abdullah ibn Atiq, Khalid ibn Walid, and many more.
-Your little brother, Abdul Hasib, a Future Allamah and Hafez, Inshallah.