Sister I do remeber you, every sister on TTI feels like a proper part of my family!
My late husband di return to our Allah (SWT). But I do have very happy, good news for you, I got married last year October (2009), and I am very happy, Allah (SWT) once again has shown me HIS mercy. and even better news I've just found out that I am 5weeks pregnant!!
I do miss my late husband, and my dua's are with him everyday, you just grow stronger and your heart submits to the Almighty a little more and you learn that you should always keep faith in happy endings....
Dearest sister I thank you so much for your concern, it does mean the world to me...