may Allaah easen the affairs of the muslim Ameen, 'With hardship comes ease'
Ahhh ,wow ,so many posts ,nice
lol ,
my problems infact my test ,and i have failed it ,,,i have nose dived , my iman level is so low,,i feel disgusted at my self ,i dont like my self at all now , i can trace back the problem , ,dont know if to share or not to ,but i think i have shared them before ,
health well for the last year i was suffereing from Malaria and typhoid ,,had to go 3 times in emergency ,well Alhamdullilah ,last time was in June ,its over ,and as strong as ox now ,Alhamdullilah
my family is the most awsome ,my mom is the greatest mom so is my dad ,May Allah bless them ,,,,and give them all the happiness in this world and the hereafter,
Finance ,i dont care about it ,at all ,,, i just wish i would go to some far place away ,and live a quite nice life ,with no one to disturb , and where i can pratice my religion ,at peace ,hehe...
i dont have any other desire ,
well i have voted for other problems
and sexual desire ,hmmm well
yes i think i should get married As soon as possible ,,but culture wont let me ,,,,stupid things i hate ,
yes i live in islamic country ,and quite honestly going out ,and you look up and you see a woman going in shalwar kammez( local dress in pakistan , and are so think that you can see the pores of the skins ,so things are bad here lol [ but not every one is like that ),but to tell you the truth covered women are the ones make me drool... ].
yes i should get married as soon as possible ,i think im about to ruin my hereafter ,,,,, Astagfirullah ,,,but things are grim ,
just prayers will help i guess
every one just need to remember every Muslim in his prayers ,
:salam2:
for those who said sexual desire Prophet Muhammad did say that the single greatest fitna after dajaal He has left for his ummah are women...but the thing i don't get is how some people find the non-muslim women as fitna i tink the Sisters that are practising are more of a fitna then them trst me Islam beautifies a woman sooo much especially when a man must lower his gaze but alhamdulillah it saves us from trbl
Insha'ALLAH may we get men who have eeman and are able to teach us (I do not think I will rest for anything lesser, wallahua'lam)
:salam2: brothers and sisters
what is your test?... that you are always struggling with?
health, family, financial, sexual desire, other desires, other problems.
not listed above and would like to share, please do so...
wasalamo Alaikom
:salam2: brothers and sisters
what is your test?... that you are always struggling with?
1.health,
2.family,
3.financial,
4.sexual desire,
5.other desires,
6.other problems.
not listed above and would like to share, please do so...
wasalamo Alaikom
Assalamualaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh,
My biggest, greatest, hardest test is MYSELF. My Own Self. To fight against my bad, evil desires. Sometimes I feel like there is two side within myself :- the good and bad side which is ALWAYS in a "fight" to take over me. People doesn't give much influence to me, so its always about myself.
"A goodness is not when you have done a good deed, rather it is when you succeed in refraining yourself from doing an evil deed."
Not a single person in this world knows what I'm going through because I'm the type who always keep things to myself. But of course, Allaah, The Al-Mighty, The All-Knower knows EVERY single thing in this world.
I once felt peace in this life. A bliss, undescribable,precious peace felt within the deepest heart. This world is NOTHING compared to what I once felt. But Ya Allaah, me, being the weakest slave, have lost that peace. I lost it and since then, have been searching for it again. And indeed, it is sooo true that after every hardship, there is easiness. And it was after I was being tested, I gain that BLISS PEACE.
All this while, what kept me "alive" in this world is my faith. My imann may go up and down at times, but SubhanaAllaah, Allaah The Most Gracious still "look after me" in spite of my mistakes. I do know that I gain strengths, inner strengths from my faith. That once I have the strengths to face the tests in this world, InshaAllaahu Taa'la, NOTHING can ever stop me from "working" for Islam.
Being among the pious, good Muslims does help. Help in a sense that we feel lower than them, that they are way better than us. In some ways, it make us feel that we want to be good like them too. We want to be among the good, best as well.
Since it is the heart, our heart which is view by Allaah, I'm always struggling to keep it chaste, pure and clean. I'm not sure if that's the phase people go through but I always miss my old-self. Not that I want to remain being a child, a girl, but I miss the part when I haven't yet know that this world is bad in one side, that there are many evil things out there and that if one doesn't hold strongly to the rope of Allaah, he will be drown in this World full of fitna.
It does give me strengths when reminding myself of the great women ever lived in this world. Umm Al-Mukmineen Khadija radiyallahu anha, Mother Maryam radiyallahu anha and Asiah wife of Pharoah. MashaAllaah. How far am I compared to them?
And yeah, there were many times I feel like going to a faraway place, a peaceful isolated place where I can cry and worship Allaah alone.
Please forgive my rambling and whinning. I do tend to write excessively once I start to write.
I pray to Allaah that May we ALL die as shaheed/shaheedah, die in Islam and Imaan, gain the good endings in our life, and be gather again on The Day of Judgment and be given Our Book of Deeds with our right hand.
Aminn Aminn Aminn Ya Rabb Al-Alameen.