awwwwwwwwwwwwwww sis..
big hugs
i wish i could be there for u..but i can't
sister u r a very strong sis
these things are all are part of our tests.
ALLAH said Do men think that they will be left alone on saying, We believe, and not be tried? (2) And certainly We tried those before them, so Allah will certainly know those who are true and He will certainly know the liars.(29:11)
see sis ALLAH is testing you so be strong liek u r write now
May ALLAH give u strength and patience in difficult times.MAy ALLAH ease all of ur pains.AMeen
love u tons
take care of ur self
walikum salam