I am lost for words ukhti, you have such a beautiful soul, and thank you for making me cry, for my eyes have been dry for too long. I don't understand what you see in me, in reality i am a broken soul searching and yearning to be with Allah, and I know that I am very far from Him, and how I feel distressed to know that I am so far from Allah, My Lord.
I really wish my soul was shining with iman. But I am far from shining.
I do know you , we were friends welll before you know it, for I can see you are close to Allah, a caring and beautiful soul you carry.