part 2
And another reason of why I didn't talk to you, (Muslimah16) Asmaa Baji, or sister (Muslim_Gurl) Amatullah is because I felt that I didn't have anything special, imporant, or good to talk to you all about, so I was going to wait till I found that right time that I would be able to find something good to talk about that could Inshallah, raise our Eman and make us feel closer to Allah Subhanahu wa Ta Alla. And Mashallah for that.
I'm still trying hard to raise in my Eman, and trying to stay being happy, but it's kind a hard a bit (to always keep it that way, being a teenager). But Inshallah, it'll get better and easier when I grow up (since ESPECIALLY at that time, I can wear a WHOLE Afghani Qamees, a Pagree, and keep a long beard, and look like those Afghani/Kurasani Bhais, LoL ).